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Maybe some day I'll
have kids of my own. I hope so. If I do, they'll probably ask what part
I played in the movement that changed the world. And because I'm not the
person I once was, I'll tell them the truth. My part was nothing. I did
nothing. I was just the guy sitting in the corner taking notes.
My name is Chris
Chandler and I'm an investigative reporter. Or at least I was. Until I
found out that actions have consequences, and not everything is under
my control. Until I found out that I couldn't change the world at all,
but a seemingly ordinary twelve-year-old boy could change the world completely--for
the better, and forever--working with nothing but his own altruism, one
good idea, and a couple of years. And a big sacrifice.
And a splash of publicity.
That's where I came in.
I can tell you how
it all started.
It started with a
teacher who moved to Atascadero, California to teach social studies to
junior high school students. A teacher nobody knew very well, because
they couldn't get past his face. Because it was hard to look at his face.
It started with a
boy who didn't seem all that remarkable on the outside, but who could
see past that teacher's face.
It started with an
assignment that the teacher had given out a hundred times before, with
no startling results. But that assignment in the hands of that boy caused
a seed to be planted, and after that nothing in the world would ever be
the same. Nor would anybody want it to be.
And I can tell you
what it became. In fact, I'll tell you a story that will help you understand
how big it grew.
About a week ago
my car stalled in the middle of a busy intersection, and it wouldn't start
again no matter how many times I tried. It was rush hour, and I thought
I was in a hurry. I thought I had something important to do, and it couldn't
wait. So I was standing in the middle of the intersection looking under
the hood, which was a misguided effort because I can't fix cars. What
did I think I would see?
A man came up behind
me, a stranger.
"Let's get it off
to the side of the road," he said. "Here. I'll help you push." When we
got it--and ourselves--to safety he handed me the keys to his car. A nice
silver Acura, barely two years old. "You can have mine," he said. "We'll
trade."
He didn't give me
the car as a loan. He gave it to me as a gift. He took my address, so
he could send me the title. And he did send the title; it just arrived
today.
"A great deal of
generosity has come into my life lately," the note said, "so I felt I
could take your old car and use it as a trade-in. I can well afford something
new, so why not give as good as I've received?"
That's what the world
has become. No, actually it's more. It's become even more. It hasn't just
become the kind of world in which a total stranger will give me his car
as a gift. It's become the kind of world in which the day I received that
gift was not dramatically different from all other days. Such generosity
has become the way of things. It's become commonplace.
So, this much I understand
well enough to relate: It started as an extra credit assignment for a
social studies class and turned into a world where no one goes hungry,
no one is cold, no one is without a job or a ride or a loan.
And yet at first
people needed to know more.
Somehow it was not
enough that a boy barely in his teens was able to change the world. Somehow
it had to be known why the world could change at just that moment, why
it could not have changed a moment sooner, what Trevor brought to that
moment, and why it was the very thing that moment required.
And that, unfortunately,
is the part I can't explain.
I was there. Every
step of the way I was there. But I was a different person then. I was
looking in all the wrong places. I thought it was just a story, and the
story was all that mattered. I cared about Trevor, but by the time I cared
about him enough it was too late. I thought I cared about my work but
I didn't know what my work could really mean until it was over. I wanted
to make lots of money. I did make lots of money. I gave it all away.
I don't know who
I was then, but I know who I am now.
Trevor changed me,
too.
I thought Reuben
would have the answers. Reuben St. Clair, the teacher who started it all.
He was closer to Trevor than anybody except maybe Trevor's mother, Arlene.
And Reuben was looking in all the right places, I think. And I believe
he was paying attention.
So, after the fact,
when it was my job to write books about the movement, I asked Reuben two
important questions.
"What was it about
Trevor that made him different?" I asked.
Reuben thought carefully
and then said, "The thing about Trevor was that he was just like everybody
else, except for the part of him that wasn't."
I didn't even ask
what part that was. I'm learning.
Then I asked, "When
you first handed out that now-famous assignment, did you think that one
of your students would actually change the world?"
And Reuben replied,
"No, I thought they all would. But perhaps in smaller ways."
I'm
becoming someone who asks fewer questions. Not everything can be dissected
and understood. Not everything has a simple answer. That's why I'm not
a reporter anymore. When you lose interest in questions, you're out
of a job. That's okay. I wasn't as good at it as I should have been.
I didn't bring anything special to the game.
People
gradually stopped needing to know why. We adjust quickly to change,
even as we rant and rail and swear we never will. And everybody likes
a change if it's a change for the better. And no one likes to dwell
on the past if the past is ugly and everything is finally going well.
The
most important thing I can add from my own observations is this: Knowing
it started from unremarkable circumstances should be a comfort to us
all. Because it proves that you don't need much to change the entire
world for the better. You can start with the most ordinary ingredients.
You can start with the world you've got.
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